Modern Love Stories
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When you leave your home and shift to an unknown city for the first time, don't you? , then for the first few days you will not even be able to sleep properly. But after a few days you will be so sleepy that you will forget that why did you come to this unknown city?
I too shifted from my small town Daniyawan to Patna's Kankarbagh for studies after class 10th. This place was completely new to me and new people in these new places.
I felt quite helpless among these new people. For the first few days, the sorrow of being away from my family members did not allow me to sleep properly, and for a few days, the sorrow of being separated from my bastard friends.
Apart from the memories of family and friends, there were some sour and sweet memories associated with my city, which was repeatedly pulling me towards my old town with an invisible thread.
Because of which the thought started coming in my mind that after leaving Patna, I should go back to my city Daniyawan and go there and join the same coaching class. From which I passed 10th.
But leaving the prestigious class of such a big city and going back felt no less than running away from a war and humiliation among friends would have been different. Thinking of this, I somehow started trying to adjust myself in this city.
One day I finally killed these memories with my dream of becoming an IITian, leaving everything behind since then, I am alone! Yes, determined to move forward alone, started focusing on studies.
A new bag of coaching, new friendships and a new dream amidst all this; Gave me a lot of courage to leave all the old things behind.
It had been almost 2 months since I came to Patna, as the time was passing, the responsibilities were increasing. The 5 hours of classes and her homework used to make me so tired that I didn't have to call sleep while sleeping in the evening.
Whenever I used to open my eyes from sleep, I used to find the assignment book of coaching under my head.
I often fell asleep with my head on the same assignment book while studying. By the way, I did not do this intentionally, but while reading, when my eyes used to get caught, I could not know anything.
One morning I was sleeping with my head on this assignment book, meanwhile my room partner's mobile rang.
I got a call from my house on my room partner's mobile. Actually, when I came to Patna. A few days after that my mobile phone was lost. What was lost! When I was returning from my coaching at 9:00 pm. At that time I was coming on the phone talking to a friend. Meanwhile, some bike rider snatched away the mobile phone and ran away. And till now I could not buy any new mobile.
“Aman, today you have to go to Bihar Sharif for Pratibha Samman Samaroh and you have to reach there by 9:00 am,” my room partner told me after disconnecting the call.
Pratibha Samman Samaroh is organized every year by “Hindustan Daily Newspaper” for all those students of Bihar who top in their school.
I was also included in the list on this topper. I made it to this list by scoring 416 out of 500 marks in 10th board.
After listening to my room partner, I focused my attention on the clock. It was already 7:30 in the morning.
It will take me at least 1 hour to go from Patna to Bihar Sharif and that too after getting the bus. And I was still lying in my bed till 7:30 in the morning. I immediately freshened up and sprinkled water on my face and brushed it with Colgate.
I do not use close-up toothpaste because I am sure that my bad luck will never give me a chance to come close to anyone, then what is the use of brushing with close-up?
After brushing, rubbed his face a little with Payers soap, then washed it with water and went straight to the bus stand because by then it was so long that I did not think it appropriate to take a bath.
By 8:15 AM I reached Mithapur bus stand; Had boarded the train going from Patna to Bihar Sharif.
Brother, this is Bihar. It is not time for the bus to open here until the passenger has been crammed back and forth like a sack of cement.
After half an hour the bus was completely full. Apart from the passenger seat, the entire bus was standing due to which the temperature inside the bus was much higher than the outside temperature and anyway I had not left the room after taking bath due to which the body and face were sweating profusely. Was completely soaking the frontline vest.
So! Somehow I reached Bihar Sharif by 9:30 in the morning. By the time I reached there, I was half an hour late.
I caught an auto from the bus stand and somehow reached the City Hall, where the Pratibha Samman ceremony was being organized by the Hindustan daily newspaper. Due to the sun and heat, the fragrance of pears soap had gone away from the face and due to wiping the sweat of the face with his hands, the face started looking dirty. And in the same condition I went inside the hall.
Many people were sitting there. Somehow I reached near the stage. Seeing the empty chair in front, he sat down.
After some time of sitting there, I felt my heart rate increasing, breathing fast and a strange feeling of uneasiness. This always happened to me when I saw my crush in class 10th coaching.
I looked around the hall. After that I looked to my right; on the fourth chair from my chair, I saw a girl wearing a blue top with half sleeves and anlong watch with black strap in her left hand. Her body shape looked just like Aditi.
"Hey ! This is Aditi only. Suddenly these words came out of my mouth.
Aditi's open hair was swinging medium-medium from the fan in the hall. Some hairs were falling on his smooth-white cheeks. She turned to the left, removing those hairs from her hands. Suddenly his eyes met mine.
His eyes met mine or was it just my illusion. Don't know! But for a moment the whole world stopped, my breath stopped. And it felt like it was only me and him in this whole hall. And she has come here only for me. But after a few seconds he turned his gaze towards the stage.
Aditi! Aditi Jain was my 10th crush. On finding him here, all my new theories were shattered. Like I had no control over myself there.
From the library of my heart, the stories of her memories, the stories of wanting her, the pages of all the wishes of seeing her started fluttering in front of my eyes one by one.
I saw him for the first time at Acharya Coaching Center Daniyawan. Before joining Acharya Coaching Centre, I used to study in a school where girls were not allowed to even dream.
Kapil Dev Sir, the principal of that school…, I am not able to understand whether to call him the principal or the teacher. By the way, if I say in simple words, he himself was sitting on all the posts of the school. Till then there were no other teachers in the school apart from him. Well! Let's leave these things here.
Kapildev sir believed that every student of the world should become an engineer. He himself had failed to clear IIT, but he used to start training his children to become IITian from fifth class itself.
He only had respect for the engineer in front of him, otherwise…. And he did not consider Aashiq any less than a terrorist. I was also a member of his engineering training and because of that training I had forgotten everything. At that time it seemed that people come to the world only to study.
He used to have five to seven tuitions in the morning. After that school from 9:00 am to 4:00 pm and then evening tuition from 5:00 to 7:00 pm.
I used to go to all these classes from my home, due to which our mother and sister of health had become one. I had forgotten that there must be something else in the world apart from studies.
One day my father took pity on me and removed my name from that school and got me enrolled in a government school and got me joined in Acharya Coaching Center.
That was my first day. I went to coaching sitting on my gang company's ranger cycle. As soon as I reached inside the class, my eyes went to Aditi's face. Small eyes, pink lips and sharp nose, just like a doll. Link Glacier with her pink lips was lost in solving a problem by pressing the pen.
Seeing him, for the first time I felt that nature has made someone so beautiful, otherwise earlier I used to think that nature only makes ugly people like Kapildev sir.
After seeing him that day, seeing him had become like an addiction to me. My eyes could not read the book until I looked at it properly once or twice.
His smiling, sitting and talking to his friends and looking at me with a slant in between and then suddenly stopping again and then opening the books and starting reading. He liked all these antics.
I wanted to capture the picture of his face and capture it in my memory of unlimited hard dicks memories forever. Wanted to record her lovely voices and listen to them sitting in a secluded place.
Initially all this seemed normal to me but after a few days I realized that all this is not normal. All this is not simple. Rather, I have fallen in love with him because my heart did not feel at all when he did not come to class, without him the whole class seemed empty.
After getting out of class, he used to walk all the way behind him to look back for a moment.
"Why after all? I do not do this for anyone else”. I started talking to myself
Now after class leave, he started going towards his house with his best friend Rajeev. Whenever I used to go towards his house, I used to feel disappointed. She was never seen outside her house. Yes, but one or two such accidents have also happened when we were going towards her house, she might have met on the way.
When she used to meet on the way, then she used to look for a while with a squint and then went ahead. I used to face her and look at her hoping to turn back but she used to go inside her house without looking at me.
Like this many months passed but could never talk to him. Then after a few days she started realizing that I keep staring at her. Reacted differently or angrily for a few days. But then it became normal.
Now in between sometimes she also used to look at me with loving eyes. Looking at Aditi towards me used to strengthen my one sided love, now my heart started getting some such signals which were telling that Aditi has also started loving me.
There is one bad thing in every girls that whether she loves someone or not but she shows you as if she has also started liking you.
Aditi also started reacting in a similar way to my every talk.
Now when I used to meet her on the streets, she kept looking at me from far away. Until I disappear from his sight. By now she had come to know that I am in love with her.
A few days later, my best friend Rajeev proposed Aditi's friend Pooja, that day Pooja and Aditi were together. Here I and Rajeev were together.
That day, Pooja rejected Rajeev's proposal in front of Aditi and insulted Rajeev a lot, which hurt me a lot.
Rajiv was my best best friend. We were often together, so I understood his feeling very well. Rajeev's feeling was absolutely true for Pooja. He really loved her very much. Always used to talk about him. Whenever he got leave from studies. Both of us used to go out of our house and sit in the ground of Babu High School and always used to discuss about the same.
I also wanted Pooja to understand Rajeev's feeling and love him, but on that day, Pooja insulted Rajeev so much that I felt sorry for him. I was also irritated with the girls. But the feeling for Aditi did not diminish.
After a few days, seeing a good opportunity, I also wanted to propose Aditi. But seeing the events of Pooja and Rajeev, I was not getting so much courage at the moment. Nevertheless, I told Aditi's friend Deepika about my condition and said that you should tell these things to Aditi.
But don't know whether Deepika told my words to Aditi or not. But he didn't tell anything in return. After that day Deepika started talking to me more.
This is what happens with girls. Buddy! The one you want to talk to will not talk to you but the one you don't want to talk to will be following you.
Now Deepika talking more to me has started becoming a problem. Wherever she used to meet me, she used to talk to me, now people started getting wrong thoughts about me.
Aditi also started getting irritated with me because of that and started looking angry, now she had stopped looking at me. I was worried now.
I thought Deepika would help me to meet Aditi and she herself harassed me by following me and even alienated me from her. I was not able to understand that what should I do if I do?
Finally one day I decided that today I will tell my heart to him by myself. But even that day time did not cooperate. For some reason could not propose her. Then time passed while waiting for a good opportunity and a day came that our coaching classes were about to close.
Our board exam was next week. Due to which all the students were looking busy and in this busyness it was not considered appropriate to propose Aditi. Then I convinced Dil by saying that after the exam, I will propose her comfortably.
Then I made a distance from him for a few days, but I did not realize at that time that the distance of a few days would become the distance forever.
Our exams were over and the classes had already stopped. And almost a week had passed since I met Aditi. I kept looking for her here and there in the markets, went towards her house but she was nowhere to be seen.
If he used to go out in the morning to meet him, he would return to his house disappointed till the evening without meeting him.
The town in which I used to live, where I used to fall in love every moment. Today he was spending time alone at the same place.
Now it seemed as if I had heard something, but I was not interested in anything. After the exam, some friends went to Kota, some friends to Jamshedpur and some remaining friends to their respective villages. I was the only one left in that small town of mine.
No matter how much I used to hide my sadness, it was clearly visible on my face. I wish! If I had a time machine, I would have turned back this time again and joined the same Acharya coaching center and would have met him again and told him my condition. Even if she refuses, gets angry or starts hating me, but there is no regret in my heart for not proposing to her.
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Today I keep hiding the regret of not proposing her as an unbearable pain in my heart. One day in the evening I was passing through the streets of a coaching center with my friend Rajeev. There suddenly Aditi was seen going up the stairs of a building.
She was carrying a classmate's thick notebook and Modern Physics books in her hand. She suddenly saw me and her feet stopped on the stairs, for a few seconds she looked at me a couple of times rubbing her eyes then proceeded towards her class room.
After that she went inside her class room. It seemed as if I had lost consciousness seeing him after so many days; I run to him, ask him where were you till now? How much I searched for you, see what has happened to me? I have gone mad Don't you care for me that much or don't you even know how much I love you?
But it is said that dreams only remain dreams. When I came out of these dreams, I saw that Aditi had gone from the stairs a long time ago. My friend signaled me to go ahead. As soon as I moved ahead, she came out of the class room and then came on the same stairs and was looking for me on the road with her eyes but had moved away from the place where I was standing.
Maybe she didn't see me again but I saw love for me in her eyes, at that time my heart was overflowing with immense love for her. When I did not show her, she went back inside her class room.
“Aditi Jain, Babu High School Daniyawan” anchor's voice fell in my ears.
This anchor's voice stabbing me like a dagger in the chest; Took me out of the world of memories and made me feel present at the Hindustan Pratibha Samman ceremony.
I saw in front Aditi was walking towards the stage smiling slowly. She took the medal after going on the stage and bowing down to all the officers present there, she turned to the audience sitting in front. As soon as he received the medal, all the spectators greeted him with applause. I also congratulated her for this success with applause, she was also her school topper like me.
After getting the medal, she was going to get down from the stage and sit back on her chair by my side. But he didn't look at me even for a moment while my eyes didn't even blink for a moment from his face.
Till then a lot of time had passed. It was about 3:00 in the afternoon. After some time, Aditi left for her home. But I kept waiting there for my turn to come.
After the speech of some guests, the anchor said - "Aman Singh, High School Bhobi"
Name mentioned. I got up from my seat and went to the stage and went straight out of the hall after receiving the award.
After coming out of the hall, for some time he started trying to find Aditi here and there on the streets of Bihar Sharif. Thinking maybe she has stopped somewhere in the market to buy something. And if God wills, today I will get a chance to meet him and I will be able to say those things which I could not tell him till today.
But she was nowhere to be seen. I felt very sad today because of not meeting him. As much as I was happy to get this award, I was more sad because of not getting Aditi after searching for it.
Today also she had gone away from me like before. Today for the first time I was getting very angry on my own mindlessness. I was thinking that this love and affection is just my illusion.
I think about Aditi it's just my endless love she has no place for me in her heart. If she loved me or had even a little feeling for me, she would not have left here without talking like this after meeting after so many days.
Why have I been loving her for so long? Why am I getting so impatient for a stranger? Why have I been yearning to meet him for so long? If there was even a little yearning in her heart to meet me, then perhaps she would not have gone away without saying anything like this today. Even if only for a moment, she would definitely stay for me.
Here I am crazy for him, who is looking for him madly here and there on the streets. I cursed myself like this and fought with myself to leave behind the memories of him so that I would not let the failure of not being able to find him in my face.
No matter how much I lie to myself, my heart was not agreeing. He was speaking from within. Friend, whatever you say, no matter how much you get angry with him, but you will not be able to forget him.
You still love him very much. You are still yearning to meet him. But you are saying like this to hide the sorrow of not getting it.
I also listened to the voice of my heart and convinced my heart and said, “Yes! man you are right I can't forget her. I love him very much. If only ! The way my heart understands my words, Aditi could also understand this thing.
In the same way, the conversation between me and my heart continued, then when Ramchandrapur bus stand was reached, nothing was known. Boarding the bus coming from there to Patna, once again got lost in the memories of his tenth standard.
As I was moving ahead from my city town Daniyawan. The fragrance of that place was leaving behind the memories of that place. And again I was getting closer to my dream and my principles. As I started getting closer to Patna, I started remembering my coaching troubles there homework and once again family, friends and my love Aditi were all left behind.
Disclaimer :- This story and all its characters are completely fictional. This story has nothing to do with any living or dead person. The names of Hindustan newspaper and places etc. used in this story have been used only to feel the connection. I have nothing to do with it personally. But even if this story is affected by someone's life, then it should be considered just a coincidence.
